Mosquito Hawks! D:

If there is one this in the world that I am so utterly and completely irrationally afraid of its mosquito hawks. I cant stand them. I mean they totally TERRIFY me. It also doesnt help that the ones up here in the boondocks where I live are fucking whoppers. Today I got home from last minute school shopping and there were millions crowding my porch and I can usually quickly run past the fairly small ones but these were the gigantic ones. I began screaming and a hyperventalating; I wasnt even brave enough to dash up and go in the house.. After I dashed inside shrieking at the top of my lungs I started to think about irrational fears. How is someones fear classified as irrational? I mean, what if somewhere deep in our heads our insticnts know that someting can hurt us and that is why we are so afraid.. I am not sure maybe I am just trying to justify my fear, even so, I will still scream with terror when one of those horrifying creatures floats by me.

Digital footprints

Today over an intense conversation it was brought to my attention the complete dependancy we americans have on texting, our computers, and the digital "footprint" we are leaving in this world. Ok I HATE it when people text me. I dont mind when only three people, but these people are really close friends.. I mean when some one texts you, you feel obligated to get your phone and text them back; whether its an aswer to their question or telling them "whats up". Our entire generation is based on texting lingo. This new sort of language is making it impossible for people to write intelligently and if we are not careful it could soon create an iliterate society; much like the movie Idiocracy. Now I love my computers, my blog, and just the internet all together. First a question.. Should we be thinking strongly about what we put out on the internet for the world too see? I mean sure we are thinking nothing of it now. We blog away about tokin it up partyin it down and living our lives to the craziest and fullest. What about in the future though? What if we are appling for an amazing job and the employer pulls up your internet history, or digital "footprint" so to speak. You lose the job to the perfect little pill poppin preppy who kept their internet workings clean. You know what I say. SO WHAT?! Yeah I should probably think about what I put on here, but guess what? I won't because this is me. If you dont want to take it; then thank you for your time and leave. (Although, I still hate texting. Pick up a pen and paper and learn to read and write the correct way people!) :P

Pauly D! my man ;p

Only two weeks till school! I am kind of excited for school, I miss being busy. I also really miss people; one person in particular... haha Im not even going to get into that though.

   So been watchin Jersey Shore alot.. WOW lol these people basically get paid to act icredibly stupid and party it up! If only I could do that XD My friends and I are just as crazy as these jersey peeps or worse... I think I should get a camera and start you tubin everything cuz! I want monayy :D haha anyways see you soon, goin to work out

10 questions

Hey! :) So I have nothing to post about today so this is going to be a random blog of 10 questions
1. how come my room never stays clean D: I mean I spotless it I try to put everything away and it always ends up in a huge pigsty!
2. what language do deaf people think in?
3. what if we already know everything we learn when we are born and then we just forget?
4. how come when you have a water cooler everything in your fridge gets wet? it is sooo annoying D:
5. why is the sky blue? why couldnt it be red or purple? its okay though cuz blue is my fav color.(:
6. how come clouds look like a soft fluffy pillow when in acuality ther are NOT soft?
7. what does LCD stand for?
8. how can kittens be soooo friggen cute? XD
9. if your parents are the ugliest people on earth... do you think they're ugly?
10. When you die. Do you really see a light that you are supossed to go into?

Get me out of here

SO I havent posted in a really long time lol... Um Im trying to find a house in sacramento like maybe for vacation home or something idk. I just really hate living in the country.... So yeah I mean it totally sucks I have friends and stuff but its still real boring up here. My stupid bitch sister is getting the computer from me so this is gonna be a really short post. Umm if you hate where you live and your reading this comment lol idk I just want to read some of your guys's thoughts... <---- did i say that right? oh well! :) comment my stuff!<3

PS. Oh yeah the pics above are of my town lol(:

The end of our era.

So I finally went and watched Harry Potter last night. I've been putting it off because if I didn't go and see it, it wouldn't really be over. I finally decided all great things end at some point and I went to watch it. It touched my heart and made me cry..... I exited the movie feeling like one of my childhood friends had left. The nanny got the keys out of her purse and said come on guys lets go home, and I thought "Im not going home.... not really." On the way home I was thinking, our generation is the generation of Harry Potter. We were lucky enough to be part of one of the greatest movie series of all time. Harry Potter is to us what Star Wars was so many teens and children in 1977. With one small exception Harry Potter is a part of us, it is the values we learned about good and evil and friendship and love. I still remember when I first picked up The Sorcerers stone in a doctors office; I was five years old and I have been following our beloved wizards since. So I would like to take this moment to thank J.K. Rowling. Thank you for the warm memories, the time spent excited for the next installment of adventure, the lessons, and most of all Thank you for my childhood...

You people need to "calm yo tits"

Ok people seriously need to take a CHILL PILL. Im sitting on Facebook tonight and about 7 posts come up from the wannabe gangster kid that goes to the other school up here. He's talking shit on a couple of girls that apparently are "slut whore bitches" that "need to be taught a thing or two". I mean WTF??!! Get OVER yourself ass hole, this guy starts threatening these girls and shit and I'm just sitting here thinking why the hell do people get so worked up about nothing? Especially up here in the sticks. I am from East LA where the gang fights are real and people never take shit from no one. Yeah I don't necessarily agree with that either, but at least down there people are fighting for what they believe belongs to them (neighborhood territory and such) up here people are just terribly vindictive because some girl or guy decided they didn't want to be in that relationship any more.... SHIT HAPPENS! Get over it, date someone new, and MOVE ON. Don't sit around mopping for a week and then post for two weeks on face book about how you are "gonna bring some pain to this Bitch". Stand up, turn off your rage and go on tumblr.(: