Weddings and lip dubs xD

Hey guys! :) SO! I went and filmed a mock wedding thing today so I could get business and make MONEYYY! lol Im already starting to book more stuff so Im uber excited. Plus I got to miss school today, and thats always fun xD anywhos! heres a link to a lip dub I did with my friends :D hope you likee! :)
Lip Dub Montage! :D

Chemistry is kinda boring... And there is this chick that I hate in here D: um idk I havent posted in a while so I wanted to just put sometin out here.. Ok im gonna go before I get in trouble.. And my friend cody always feels the need to tell me how his burps tasted D: GROSS! lol

Life: a game of chess.

We are all playing the game of chess we call our lives... Some are the pawns. Now these pawns go about their lives completely unaware of the outside world. They go about their little monotonous routines and never try to venture out of the comfort zone. Now some people are the rooks and bishops. The rooks and bishops have heard stories they dream that some better life exists and sometimes they venture out of the comfort zone in hopes of finding it, but mostly they sit around in their lives and dream; almost as bad as the pawns. Some people are the knights. The knights are arrogant and foolish the knights think they know everything they know about the "outside world" its always there just outside their reach but they are to afraid to just grab ahold of it. So these knights sit around and brag that the "outside world" wants them but they prefer to stay here where its safe. The queens are the people with huge dreams and plans the ones who try everything in the game without any fear of what the unknown holds.. The queens are the innovators of our world the ones who eventually make it out of this silly game we all play and are the ones on the outside watching and moving all the pawns, rooks, knights, and bishops playing the game of life following a rule book

Mosquito Hawks! D:

If there is one this in the world that I am so utterly and completely irrationally afraid of its mosquito hawks. I cant stand them. I mean they totally TERRIFY me. It also doesnt help that the ones up here in the boondocks where I live are fucking whoppers. Today I got home from last minute school shopping and there were millions crowding my porch and I can usually quickly run past the fairly small ones but these were the gigantic ones. I began screaming and a hyperventalating; I wasnt even brave enough to dash up and go in the house.. After I dashed inside shrieking at the top of my lungs I started to think about irrational fears. How is someones fear classified as irrational? I mean, what if somewhere deep in our heads our insticnts know that someting can hurt us and that is why we are so afraid.. I am not sure maybe I am just trying to justify my fear, even so, I will still scream with terror when one of those horrifying creatures floats by me.

Digital footprints

Today over an intense conversation it was brought to my attention the complete dependancy we americans have on texting, our computers, and the digital "footprint" we are leaving in this world. Ok I HATE it when people text me. I dont mind when only three people, but these people are really close friends.. I mean when some one texts you, you feel obligated to get your phone and text them back; whether its an aswer to their question or telling them "whats up". Our entire generation is based on texting lingo. This new sort of language is making it impossible for people to write intelligently and if we are not careful it could soon create an iliterate society; much like the movie Idiocracy. Now I love my computers, my blog, and just the internet all together. First a question.. Should we be thinking strongly about what we put out on the internet for the world too see? I mean sure we are thinking nothing of it now. We blog away about tokin it up partyin it down and living our lives to the craziest and fullest. What about in the future though? What if we are appling for an amazing job and the employer pulls up your internet history, or digital "footprint" so to speak. You lose the job to the perfect little pill poppin preppy who kept their internet workings clean. You know what I say. SO WHAT?! Yeah I should probably think about what I put on here, but guess what? I won't because this is me. If you dont want to take it; then thank you for your time and leave. (Although, I still hate texting. Pick up a pen and paper and learn to read and write the correct way people!) :P

Pauly D! my man ;p

Only two weeks till school! I am kind of excited for school, I miss being busy. I also really miss people; one person in particular... haha Im not even going to get into that though.

   So been watchin Jersey Shore alot.. WOW lol these people basically get paid to act icredibly stupid and party it up! If only I could do that XD My friends and I are just as crazy as these jersey peeps or worse... I think I should get a camera and start you tubin everything cuz! I want monayy :D haha anyways see you soon, goin to work out

10 questions

Hey! :) So I have nothing to post about today so this is going to be a random blog of 10 questions
1. how come my room never stays clean D: I mean I spotless it I try to put everything away and it always ends up in a huge pigsty!
2. what language do deaf people think in?
3. what if we already know everything we learn when we are born and then we just forget?
4. how come when you have a water cooler everything in your fridge gets wet? it is sooo annoying D:
5. why is the sky blue? why couldnt it be red or purple? its okay though cuz blue is my fav color.(:
6. how come clouds look like a soft fluffy pillow when in acuality ther are NOT soft?
7. what does LCD stand for?
8. how can kittens be soooo friggen cute? XD
9. if your parents are the ugliest people on earth... do you think they're ugly?
10. When you die. Do you really see a light that you are supossed to go into?

Get me out of here

SO I havent posted in a really long time lol... Um Im trying to find a house in sacramento like maybe for vacation home or something idk. I just really hate living in the country.... So yeah I mean it totally sucks I have friends and stuff but its still real boring up here. My stupid bitch sister is getting the computer from me so this is gonna be a really short post. Umm if you hate where you live and your reading this comment lol idk I just want to read some of your guys's thoughts... <---- did i say that right? oh well! :) comment my stuff!<3

PS. Oh yeah the pics above are of my town lol(:

The end of our era.

So I finally went and watched Harry Potter last night. I've been putting it off because if I didn't go and see it, it wouldn't really be over. I finally decided all great things end at some point and I went to watch it. It touched my heart and made me cry..... I exited the movie feeling like one of my childhood friends had left. The nanny got the keys out of her purse and said come on guys lets go home, and I thought "Im not going home.... not really." On the way home I was thinking, our generation is the generation of Harry Potter. We were lucky enough to be part of one of the greatest movie series of all time. Harry Potter is to us what Star Wars was so many teens and children in 1977. With one small exception Harry Potter is a part of us, it is the values we learned about good and evil and friendship and love. I still remember when I first picked up The Sorcerers stone in a doctors office; I was five years old and I have been following our beloved wizards since. So I would like to take this moment to thank J.K. Rowling. Thank you for the warm memories, the time spent excited for the next installment of adventure, the lessons, and most of all Thank you for my childhood...

You people need to "calm yo tits"

Ok people seriously need to take a CHILL PILL. Im sitting on Facebook tonight and about 7 posts come up from the wannabe gangster kid that goes to the other school up here. He's talking shit on a couple of girls that apparently are "slut whore bitches" that "need to be taught a thing or two". I mean WTF??!! Get OVER yourself ass hole, this guy starts threatening these girls and shit and I'm just sitting here thinking why the hell do people get so worked up about nothing? Especially up here in the sticks. I am from East LA where the gang fights are real and people never take shit from no one. Yeah I don't necessarily agree with that either, but at least down there people are fighting for what they believe belongs to them (neighborhood territory and such) up here people are just terribly vindictive because some girl or guy decided they didn't want to be in that relationship any more.... SHIT HAPPENS! Get over it, date someone new, and MOVE ON. Don't sit around mopping for a week and then post for two weeks on face book about how you are "gonna bring some pain to this Bitch". Stand up, turn off your rage and go on tumblr.(:

So bored and tired

So Im excited for august and september :D august Im goin somewhere with my friend rach and the september Im going to see one of my favorite bands at the madera fair! :D good timez. I started this juice fast diet and it was TERRIBLE I realized that I had made it wrong and thats why it made me hurl :( I am going to try again tomorrow :) maybe it will work out better... That is about all I have to say right now..

Anna

So its 1:45 AM and I have nothing to post about... kind of lol. So Im just gonna post 10 facts about me!(:

1. I hate horror movies (except zombieland which isnt really a horror movie and I think its hilarious XD) 

2. I LOVE any type of love story movie from the 80s and 90s tv shows(:

3. I hate kissing (UNLESS it with someone who kisses totally amazing like this one boyfriend I had his name was nathaniel he was the GREAEST kisser ever(:) but other than that it annoys me and ur like swapping mouth germs with a really bad kisser (granted only mouth kissing I hate any where else is... awesome and stuff that kissing leads to is quite enjoyable ;) ) 

4. I get VERY scared at night....( i don't know what I am actually scared of but I get this terrible feeling of terror like someone or something evil is watching me from outside and I don't know that it will ever hurt me but the fact that it is or isn't there terrifies me)

5. I love dressing up in anything mostly fancy dresses..... 

6. my dad is an Elvis impersonator and frankly he's quite crazy (and a TOTAL ass hole)

7. I ADORE cats(: <3

8. I love to cook and I am very good at it (ithink and most people I cook for tell me so)

9. I hate the thought of dying..... Its like I'm afraid of it... I cant come to terms with the fact that I won't live forever.

10. I will always be a kid inside cuz even now when I'm all alone I pretend that Im a princess living in my own kingdom on top this hill (my house is on a hill like above every one around me) wishing on that one star outside her window, and waiting for her prince to come save her..... 

Why do we all love tumblr?

So! I have decided to make my blog post for tomorrow tonight; since it is tomorrow all ready at 1:21 am(: Why am I awake so late.... or early? idk, anyways, I don't have a computer over summer so any chance I get to use my mom's with out my sister screaming down my neck that it's HER TURN I take it to the extreme and never get off until my eyes wont stay open anymore. As I sit online editing pics I just took of myself and choosing the best ones; a few people are on face book but there are so many people posting on tumblr<: I am proud to call myself one of the millions of the "tumblr generation". IN actuality tumblr is more of a "family" or rather Friends you WISH you had(: hate on tumblr is done anon and can be dismissed just as quickly, when hated someone almost always comes to your defense, people love harry potter, each other, Vans, star filled triangles, and anything crazy that you would never admit to loving with a passion in the "real world". People who just cant understand it dismiss it as foolish, teachers and adults think it's a waste of time because it interrupts homework and sleep, but we know better. Tumblr is where all us outcasts or a little different people are excepted and loved. I post a link to every new post I make on this blog to my tumblr..... I would NEVER link it to facebook. So I don't care what people say about getting out there and experiencing the "real world"; Tumblr is OUR real world.

Long time

Oh wow I have not been here posting since before the 4th of july... I've been busy. I spent a week at my grandmothers in northern California boating and lying in the sun :) Since I got back I've been spending time with my friends and doing all sorts of unthinkable mischief in oakhurst and fresno. Anyways, I haven't seen my bestest friends since the last day of school. Yesterday we finally hung out, alone, just the three of us in oakhurst. It was awesome! No, we did not wreak havok in the town, we just hung out talked and planned to color our hair. I realized its the smallest things in life that matter; yes, I have enjoyed crazily running around the central valley with my other set of friends, but I have had more fun than I have had all summer just walking around and spending time with Steph and Rach :)

"Smoking air" high on life

When you were little and it was cold out side would you get a straw or something and pretend you were smoking? Haha idk why I thought of that, but I did it all the time. Anyway, it got me thinking about a bunch of little things that made us extremely happy when we were little but don't have the same joy for us any more. Things like fire works, making smores, having a BBQ, getting a new toy, and so on. So I just want to leave you with this for the 4th of July holidaze :).... Pause your crazy life for a short time and just enjoy the fire works of life.....
PS. oh yeah and enjoy the margaritas! HAPPY 4TH!

Red hair! iPod games and phineas and ferb

So I dyed my hair red today; it was a hassle. The bathroom is now strewn with ruined towels and my eye brows kinda had some sort of alergic reaction to the dye an there itching :( Other than that it looks nice. Last week I found "fashion story" a fun app for my iPod. I now have now been on there 24/7 and added club and cafe story.... I started thinking, this is why america is falling to the shit. Companies pull you in with the promise of something free the they say if you want more go to this site, which leads tO more hours online THEN if you want to upgrade to the next level please fill out your credit card info. I mean I do love the Internet, my iPod and whatever else but I just think people should go outside take a picture and experience life for real once in a while. At least we all still have phineas and Ferb. :)

Young love, is it worth your paranoid mom's wrath?

Today started off like any normal day, except, me sister had a date with some cute new guy she likes. Perfectly innocent "teen dating" as I like to call it because it is not actually a date in our town it usually consists of walking around all day and going to different stores and hang out places. Me and my mom left for a little to drop my brothers off at the sitters house. After we return to town my mom realizes that she has texted my sister 10 times and called twice that and she still isn't answering. You might as well have dropped the atomic bomb in Oakhurst; my mom FREAKED. She began frantically calling my sister screaming at me and threatening to call the cops. "Fuckin great," Im thinking to myself, "what if this guy really is a freak and him and sophia are tearing off in his car somewhere. No no I say sophia is just ignoring the phone." After driving like a maniac all over oakhurst we get a hold of her.... She was at the Me&Eds...... about 20 feet from where my mom works. Mom claims she checked the store twice.... she didn't..... she barely drove by and peeked in a window from the car. Jacob (Sophia's guy friend) lol was totally nice and understanding of the irrational freak out "I knew this would happen." He said. "Because she doesn't know me that well." And he gave my mom his phone number. After this I thought to myself is young love worth all the trouble it causes? I mean, yes, I have had my share a pointless little "loves". I never told my mom about one guy who I got extremely serious about though because, well, this is how she reacts.... Maybe its just because my sister is a little bit crazier than me, at least thats what people think. But Im the quiet crazy one, I smoke my weed with my uncle on the beach or with my friends in the park and I always cover it well, when I date a guy I keep not serious and on the DL, and I always pretend to be the picture perfect image of a "respectable" teen. But thats just me, party hard, party loud, but always have your own bail ;)

Prozac for cats

It is taking me a lifetime finish this blog because I am constantly being distracted by the story line of this mediocre movie. Well my cat keeps attacking me and I began to wonder, do they make some kind of a Prozac for cats? I mean my kitten can be the sweetest little angel sleeping like a baby and whatever else thenthe next minute he turns into a crazed maniac tearing into my hands and arms. If they did have this Prozac for animals or whatever how would they take it? Ok I am totally running off track here, actually, this is my blog I can write about what ever lol. So my summer has been pretty bad and it's been giving me time to think and I have been wondering why people need friends? I have "friends" but thy allseem to be enormously busy with their own lives and I feel like I'm some sort of an interloper on their lives..... Any ways never mind :) I need a vacation! Ok so I am going to attempt to clean my house again today and then I'm gonna buy the first one way train ticket to la because I gotta get out of this tiny terrible town. Peace.

Summer?

This is my first post... :) SO half a month into the summer Ithink? yea ok. any ways, Im sitting at home I have been watching What I Like About You reruns and stuffing down a mutitude of sweets.... this is bad I feel like a fatty lol. Also my brother thinks it hilarious to continue to torture my cat and continually throw himself over the couch! Im am going insane over here. So after I post this I think I  might get up turn off the TV and organize the shit outta my house! yep thats what is gonna happen...... after I finish this ice cream...